Come Walk With Me...

Dear....

2012-01-30T10:00:00.003-05:00

Dear House,
Magically clean yourself.

Dear Taxes,
Magically prepare yourself and locate all your documents.

Dear Body,
Magically exercise and make right choices today.

Dear Self- don't expect Magic to do what you CAN do. There are so many things you are able to do. Focus on your abilities and allow God to do what you can't. Laying down all day doing nothing will result in just that: NOTHING.
Turn off your computer and get something finished.
Love, me.

That Moment...

2012-01-27T14:55:00.001-05:00

Nothing like that moment when you are writing a check and realize it's your last... unless it's the moment where you realize that your house payment is due in a few days! Yikes! So I'm off to buy a money order (gggrrrr) and I just clicked PURCHASE on my new Lucy Checks- and had them rushed (double GRRRRR) But it's done and now I can rest better. I've just been so busy these last few days that It didn't even register that it was the END of the MONTH!

Time keeps on slipping....

2012-01-26T12:24:00.001-05:00

I have good intentions to blog, I even take certain photos for the blog, and then never sit down to actually blog! Even now, my kitchen sink has dirty dishes in it, my floors desperately need to be mopped and the laundry basket is calling my name. I choose to blog. I choose to so that a year from now, or ten years from now when I can't remember what we did, I can look it up! Or even better years from now my children can look back and not just have a memory or a photo but a blog of their life! So here's to blogging (raise your glass) now on with it.

Saturday I was asked to speak at our first Women's Ministry Event for the year. We hosted a Tea. It was a lot of fun. My favorite food was the cucumber sandwiches with cream cheese and fresh dill. yum. Makes me ready to plant our garden! We are going to try to do a small garden this summer. Maybe even one of the gutter gardens that I've seen on pinterest (using housing gutters)
We had a great turnout at the tea, right at 20 ladies. I had ladies that aged from 18 up through their 70's. I spoke on SHOES (what women doesn't like or own a pair of them!) I had a whole bag full of different kinds of shoes. From bedroom slippers to high heels, and everything in between. I spoke on how we all have our comfortable shoes that we like and we like going places in those shoes- but God may be asking us to try on a different pair of shoes and reach out of our comfort zone and do something for him, that will require HIM because you know if it was your choice you'd rather be doing something else! The ladies received it well. Then I had them all fill out a form that will help me get to know them better and what they enjoy doing. I hope we have many more events to come! Including Craft night! Fun. I pray that this group will grow so that we have to eat in the fellowship hall and then move to the sanctuary for the rest!

I left right at 12:15 and we rushed to Gulfport to see our niece Kristen play soccer against Bekah and Kaitlin in our youth group. They played the other night, but it was hard to take photos, so I wanted to go when it was daylight! Our niece will be 18 this next week, hard to believe. I met her when she was just 5 years old- my time goes by SO FAST!

Then Sunday we had church, Chris preached (and did good considering he woke up sick as a dog and spent the first two hours of his morning in the bathroom) After that we left and went home then headed to a birthday party for one of the girls from church.

They have two dogs that had puppies within 2 weeks of each other- so all together they had 19 puppies! I told them they needed to name them all the names of the Duggers babies! They could be the Doggers. Yes I'm that whitty. Chloe has her pooch picked already. I'm not so ready for a dog. We have a cat and that is working out nice, but a dog requires more attention. And when we travel we have to have someone come care for the animals and that is a burden to people.

After the party we had to go to the church and load up a group of teens and head to Biloxi for a Speed the Light Youth service. We took 5 teens with us. It was nice because 4 of them had never been to a STL service so it was good to get them educated on the matter.

Monday the kids had school and Chris and I just worked around the house a bit. I went back to sleep after the little ones went to school and slept until 10 am! It was A-A-A-mazing! I rarely get to fall into a deep sleep after 6 am, so it's nice! That evening I surprised Chris and took him out for his birthday. His special day was Wednesday, but with church I knew we wouldn't get to do much. So we celebrated all week long! That is how I was raised!

Our first stop was this store

(Can't rotate these photos like I could in live writer- any suggestions?)

We left there and headed to Chirs' favorite place to eat (we haven't been there in yearrs!) Someone from our church gave us a $50 gift card for Christmas!!! I saved it for this night!

We went to Dick's sporting goods after that and found these great softball shoes for cheap cheap! They are normally over $50 and we got them for.... $6.23 So cool.

Chris also got two shirts, one was an Ole Miss shirt for $3 and the Reebok one was $2. What a deal!

These are Chris' new running shoes! They are super neon orange. He likes them. He went for a run as soon as we got home.

Tuesday is a blurr, I can't remember much of anything from that day! Oh yeah I did get an amazing gift from Leland in Alabama!

And Wednesday I took Eli to Walmart early while the little ones were in school. Then Chris took all three kids to the circus while I worked at the church! I taught the Faith Kids Club upstairs and Chris preached for the adult class. Then gave Chris a surprise party after church! Sadly Chris didn't remember to take the camera to the circus and so he didn't bring it to church either. But I did grab a few photos with my camera phone- the quality is poor because I have a cover on it... didn't have time to take it off and clean it before snapping this photo:

Well it's taken me forever to complete this- I've rescued Eli from the swingset, wiped a bottom, picked up a few things from the floor, and closed the door about 3 times! But it is finally FINISHED!!! Time to keep moving! Today is Thursday and I have a concert to take the youth to, so I need to get the house picked up and get my shower and pay a few bills! Not sure what Friday and Saturday have in store! Sunday will we say goodbye to our Pastor and his wife- and Monday starts a new adventure for us as we wait to see who will become the new pastor!

Happy Birthday Husband!!!!

2012-01-26T11:44:00.002-05:00

Hard to buy for...

2012-01-17T18:18:00.002-05:00

Is there person if your family that is hard to by for? My paw paw was like that, I'm guessing most paw paw's are! He enjoyed the outdoors, so if he were still living today, I might look into buying insulated overalls!!! My father in law might enjoy a pair- though he wears coverall's not overalls. He is still waiting for his Christmas gift from this year! Chris found something at Lowe's that he wanted to buy him, and so when we got back from our Christmas vacation in North Carolina, the store had sold out of them! So we have to order it online now. I am also the person that likes to give gifts all year long. I buy things for people as I find them. I don't like going shopping for a person. I'm not likely to find what I want at the price I want it for if I'm under pressure.

Shopping

2012-01-17T17:54:00.000-05:00

There are a few things I do when I'm upset.... one is eat and the other shop! Neither of these are good for the situation, they just are coping skills that hold me over! I will at random get coupons in the mail for a store that I frequent and if it's been a stressful or sad day for me, I'm likely to jump in the van and hit the mall! I don't always buy something but I enjoy looking! I don't ever get old navy coupons in the mail- though it would be nice since there is a store right by my mother in law's house. We go there every Sunday so it would be easy to run over there. I don't ever find anything for myself there- unless it's a scarf or something like that, but I do find things for my hubby or my children. My sister shops there too so I could always shop for her. I use to LOVE Old Navy when I could fit into their clothes! LOL. I was a fan from the start. I still would be if they would carry my size in the store (they do online, but they should know that a girl that is "plus" can't just pick a size and it fit) Some stores use to carry it in stores but they pulled it out a few years ago- maybe it was bad for business. Who knows. Either way just talking about it on here makes me want to do some online shopping therapy!

Love

2012-01-17T11:07:00.003-05:00

There is to much strife in this world for Christians to not love one another...we should be leading by example.

All or none...

2012-01-17T09:49:00.000-05:00

The All or NONE mentality is not helpful. Balance is good. I must find this.

Celebrating Eleven Years....

2012-01-07T16:48:00.001-05:00

We didn’t have any real plans for our anniversary this year, but once Monday rolled around Chris said he was excited about our anniversary. He asked me if I wanted to know where we were going and I said NO! I wanted to be surprised. I had a few ideas of what he might do, but didn’t think of Flint Creek until he started packing up our sheets and bedspread! He said I could go casual, but I didn’t know how casual, he said around the house casual. So I was confused, until we headed that way. I’m so thankful that my mother in law kept all three kids for us to go.

The view from our deck

The other view

Our cabin #

The back of the cabin

Loved these chairs

Chris wanted to fish before it was too dark, so we did that before going out to eat.

I even casted a line- too bad I didn’t catch anything but seaweed!

Chris caught one little fishy

Then he took me to a unique place… the Whistle Stop Cafe! He knows how much I adore the movie Fried Green Tomatoes, so this was PERFECT for our dinner date! I’m so proud of him! We had our share of fried green tomatoes and all you can eat catfish and boiled shrimp. I felt like we would both POP before we made it home! I have never tasted catfish so good! The shrimp was just right too- not to spicy but just enough.

We got home and watched a little TV (Chris flipped through the channels mostly!) I read on my Kindle Fire (Choosing to See by Mary Beth Chapmen) I know it sounds silly to just sit and do nothing, but we rarely do sit down together on the couch, and do nothing- so that was a nice change for us! Plus it was so quiet, I could read and just enjoy my time.
Then we had a toast!

Celebrating ELEVEN YEARS!!! God is good!

This was late last night- we were about to go to bed…

Chris went fishing in the early morning around 6:30 and I slept in until 8, then had my leftover fish for breakfast!

I loved the view from the kitchen of the cabin. The cabin was really old, but it was lovely. A perfect little getaway for us!

After breakfast we drove around the park to see what had changed. It has been since 1999 since either of us had gone out there. So it was good to see what all they offered. We will probably take the teens from church this summer to go enjoy a day up there, or do a camp for the kids that can’t afford camp.

Then Chris found this trail that had a map of downtown Wiggins on it. I was sitting the van waiting and then he smiled, and held up one finger and took off running- I was laughing and wondering what he was doing. He said he wanted to see where the path went before he parked the van… I was afraid of him not coming back!

But he did, and so we parked and walked into town together. It was a nice mile walk to town. We talked a long the way and took a few photos…

Once we got back from our walk, we had our geese visitors back… I laughed because there were 2 males and 1 female- so it was like Chloe, Jack and Eli had come to see us. They were at our cabin when we arrived last night. It was ironic that there were three of them. They were LOUD and hissed at each other and of course HONKED. It was fun though- we missed our little ones… even if they do act like these geese!

We had to check out by noon, so we enjoyed our time together and then Chris packed up everything while I took my shower. The poor cabin shower needed a door, but they had a flimsy curtain instead. It kept wanting to touch me, so I finally flung it out and let it just run water into the floor… They had ceramic tile, but I felt bad, of course they had no towels or anything down on the floor to help, so I guess they expect it. Chris fished a little longer while I finished getting ready and then we took this picture together on the deck. (My favorite part of the cabin was the deck!)

As we were leaving to go eat lunch I grabbed a picture of the old Depot building, I thought it was cool.

Then we stopped at another little hole in the wall type place, and enjoyed some great food and time together.

Chris and I challenged each other on a skee ball game on my Kindle… I lost.

Chris had crab cakes and I had a seafood loaded baked potato…

I loved their Mardi Gras tree! I though it was super cool.

We got into town about an hour ago and ran into Office Max and Ross to pick a few things. Chris bought me a new pair of shoes for summer (it will be here soon!) and a set of Lucy glasses (one of mine from my birthday was ruined when our dishwasher ran all night) and I found some ribbon for a gift that I need to make. We just got to my in laws house a few minutes ago and I thought I better post all this now, because once I get home I have a lot to do! I hope you enjoyed seeing our photos!!! I sure do love my husband! This is the first time in eleven years that we’ve gone anywhere over night for our anniversary! Very special… thanks hon.

All things new...

2012-01-03T21:04:00.001-05:00

Tomorrow the kids will start back to school, and I will be back into my weekday routine. I am looking forward to getting the kids dressed and ready to go. I'm a bit nervous about who Chloe's new teacher will be. She thinks she is starting first grade now, I keep telling her that she will just have a new teacher for a few weeks. Her teacher just had her baby, so it will be six weeks before she returns. I am also going to have to make a run to the DG or the DT to buy some party supplies. I am hosting a party for the boys in my Kids Club at church Wednesday night. I am proud of the boys winning. Usually the girls win when we do contest, so it's nice that the boys won overall. They raised over $60 for missions. We will have a BGMC theme party. So I will have all things yellow and orange. I have one mom helping me bake cupcakes and another mom is going to decorate, so I just need to pick up a few yellow or orange foods to add to the party.

I started the Joyce Meyer devotional on my bible app for my Kindle. I enjoy it. It's short for me, but it's at least a nugget of wisdom. Today was about temptation- how fitting. I love the verse that she used- 1 Corinthians 10:13.... he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. To me that speaks volumes. I love that. Yes the Lord expects us to turn away from temptation- but he never asked us to do that alone~ He will make a way for us! That is exciting news! We have to call on Jesus for the help though- yes he knows our needs, but we are a free will spirit. We can choose if we want help from the Lord or not. Though some times he will just intervene without our permission (like when he raised people from dead!) I'm encouraged tonight.

I'm also excited that when I wear my tennis shoes my foot doesn't bother me so bad! I have a heel spur and standing on my feet is misery after 1 pm. I usually walk on my tiptoe or with a limp. Today I wore my tennis shoes (not my favorite fashion statement) but wow it made a huge difference on how I felt! When your feet hurt, everything is miserable. So if you see me sporting my tennis shoes- don't hate- just know that I'm trying to keep from hurting! Comfort over beauty- yes I like that motto.

Well the kids are in bed, and I feel like watching a little TV. I have a ton of stuff on the DVR to watch, but I'm sure I will crash soon! So maybe a show or two can be squeezed in! Goodnight all! I hope your tomorrow is amazing!

In Denial

2012-01-03T00:34:00.000-05:00

Denial is an ugly word. I don't even like the way it looks on the computer, it almost taste bad too. I know that I'm in denial right now about my weight. I guess with everyone starting "healthy goals" for the New Year I'm faced with it everywhere I look. From the TV to the internet. Tonight when I was posting pictures from our game night that we hosted at our house, I came across a photo that someone took of me, my side profile- a full body profile mind you. Whew, I looked at it and had to look again- it's like a train wreck, you just can't look away. I have that feeling when I walk in the mall that the skinny girls are saying "oh God please let me never be that fat!" It's a terrible feeling, and then tonight when I see my photo, not my best side by any means I get sick to my stomach. I know that I can eliminate all bad food from my diet, that is not the issue- I have to be willing to do the whole package- eat right, move more- and have goals. Not just dreams! I want to wake up skinny... it just won't happen.

I did have a good day though- I laid around the first part of the morning. AF came to visit and knocked me off my feet. Once the afternoon rolled around, Chris came home from work (he worked 1/2 a day today, so he can take off early on Friday since it's our Anniversary!) Once he got home we were suppose to go to Gulfport for the night, but a few places were closed that we needed to go to, so we decided to have a Game night here at the house for the youth. We sent out an invite at 3 and said they had to rsvp by 4. Chris left at 5 to go get food and we had the food ready by 7 and a dozen people here to enjoy it. I love hosting people in our home, it makes me feel so good. That is until I found the picture of myself- bleh- now I'm feeling like I need to wash my face and create a better fitness plan. I did dance to two songs tonight on the wii, and I cleaned my house- so that is movement!

My time with Jesus was short, but it was there. I'm thankful that I had some quiet time today before getting out of bed! I'm praying that I can begin to crave the things of God more than the things of this world and more than food! I want to be so hungry for God that I can't even think about food.

Tomorrow I need to set up my quick-books for the 2012 year. I want to stay on top of that this year. No need in getting behind before the month gets out from under me. I know it's only day 2, but surely as I am typing, this year will go by fast too.

I have no exact plans for Tuesday- I think I will venture to the eye glasses store to have Chloe's glasses repaired, and maybe try Sam's club for my family photo that I need printed. Then if I'm not wore out, possibly take the kids to the new library. They will have 8 pm bedtime, so I need to plan according to that schedule. I'm sad that they will start back to school on Wednesday. I was not ready for break to be over. At least we have a break for Mardi Gras and for Spring Break/Easter. I love being with my kids.... even if they do frustrate me from time to time! I would rather be with them than home alone or at a workplace! Well my time is up, and my face still needs to be washed. I don't want to leave the comfort my bed, but I need to keep my face clean- though I cried off my make up while I was cooking tonight- peeling onions made my eyes water like crazy. The teenage boys thought it was funny! I can't cut an onion without crying. I also can't watch a parade without crying- I watched a few minutes of the Rose Parade today and teared up a few times! So silly. Not sure why I get emotional over parades! Okay goodnight all!!!

Mixed Flooring

2012-01-02T17:37:00.000-05:00

Our new home has all types of flooring. The home we lived in before only had tile, and not cereamic tile, just sticky tile. So when we moved to our new home it was nice to have all kinds of flooring. We have carpet in the bedrooms and wood floor in the living/dining/great room area. Then we have cereamic tile in the kitchen and bathrooms. It feels nice to have carpet, though I need to schedule regular carpet cleaning like those offered at carpet cleaners holly springs nc a few times a year since Jack has asthma. We don't have dogs or animals in the house- but the regualr every day dirt and build up will create enough dirt within the carpet to need a cleaning service. If I had carpet throughout the home, I would invest in a rainbow or my own steam cleaner, but I can keep the rest of the house clean- just the carpet needs special attention.

Fresh Start

2012-01-01T22:37:00.002-05:00

I don't like when Christmas falls on a Sunday, but adore when New Year's Day is on a Sunday. Sounds silly, because I know I can't have ONE without the other. They will always work together on the same day. I didn't get to do anything "fun" for New years Eve, but I enjoyed being home. I loved the FRESH START feeling that I got today at church. I enjoyed the worship service- I was teaching Kids Club after worship, so I had to make the best of my time with the Lord during worship.Each year I set the same goals- and I never actually follow through with them. I'm great at starting but terrible at finishing. So this year instead of making a big list of things I want to change or do, I am just keeping it simple. I want my house to be in order, because when it is in order I feel free to do other things- such as read or write (blog) or just sit and play with my children. When the house is a wreck I feel guilty for doing anything other than cleaning. So the goal is to clean it and keep it clean. I would like to think that a year from now I will have shrunk physically and grown spiritually. That is the goal every single year... I am slowly growing spiritually and slowly growing physically! I can't seem to get the discipline down to crave more of the Lord and less for the flesh. I bought the book MADE TO CRAVE last year and read most of it. See there I go, starting things and not finishing them! I'm pretty sure I suffer from Adult A.D.D. I have all the signs and symptoms. Even as I type this I've got tons of things distracting me, and none of them are children- just things in the house- or the fact that my feet are cold, or that the curtain by the front window seems crooked. My mind is so distracted, and when I eat I'm that way too- just distracted and not focused on what is going in my mouth, nor am I really listening to my tummy to see if I am full. I have three friends on Facebook that are in a weight-loss journey. None of them are losing naturally, but have all lost 100 pounds. It's amazing to see their progress. One had gastric surgery, the other is using the HCG hormone diet plan and the other is using some kind of body visual shakes. They've all posted pictures that make me jealous! I want to be thin like them, but don't want to pay the price of surgery (out of pocket would be outrageous I'm sure!) I'm afraid of the hormone diet plan and the shakes to me would not work with my family and they are costly too. I just have many options, yet no desire for those things. I want to lose weight naturally and in a positive way that glorifies God and so that in time I can help others do the same (just like the Made to Crave book) so time will tell. Well i've washed my face, done my bible reading and now I'm ready to cuddle deep down under my comfy covers and sleep a few zzz's. My kiddo's went to bed at 8:30 pm, we are trying to get them back into school time routine. The bad part is I want to go to bed early too! We did have a long day today too- so I guess it's okay to turn in early- or better yet, get under the covers and cuddle up with my KINDLE FIRE! Sounds like a plan.

Happy New Year

2012-01-01T01:50:00.001-05:00

Spending the night in my quiet house this New Years Eve has been pleasant. Ive been reflective and watched a Madea Play, and now I'm ready for bed. In the play Madea said a lot of things but one that stuck to me like glue was this... Live your truth. I cant be anybody but who God made me to be. I need to.trust him. This past year has been a wonderful year filled with new and exciting things. From the big move to our kids starting school. Its been an adjustment, but one we expected. I'm not sure what 2012 has instore for us, but the Lord knows that I am his. So goodnight all, and sweet dreams. I pray each of you will find peace and Hope in this upcoming year. Blessings, Staci

All is Merry & Bright…

2011-12-26T23:34:00.001-05:00

Saying Goodbye

2011-12-26T23:12:00.001-05:00

Saying Goodbye is never easy and the whole idea of saying “See ya later” is tough when you are not sure when you will see them. When I left last time I knew I would be back in less than a month! This time around I have no idea. I may try to come up in the spring if my family can’t come to me. Though I’m sure I would have to come alone. We’ve checked our schedules, and we are hoping to get together soon, but it will probably be summer before it all happens with everyone. Our van is packed, so we ask that you pray for traveling mercies! I tried to hug everyone a little longer tonight, so that I could remember my time with them. I dread the phone call that comes from NC that says someone I love is no longer with us. Living away from your family is hard. Though I do feel that when you are away and return, you spend more quality time with them. We’ve always felt Quality over Quantity was important. I still feel that way. Though with Chris’ family we do spend each Sunday with them. I hope our kids will always remember spending Sunday afternoons with their grandparents. So as I wrap this up and wait for my clothes to finish in the washer, I will say goodnight. Here is to a great NEW YEAR! I’m excited to see what 2012 has in store!

Time with Friends

2011-12-22T22:23:00.001-05:00

Tiff and Sam came over tonight, along with Alyssa (she left before the camera came out!) We all had a meal together and enjoyed each others company. I sure wish Tiff lived closer!! We don't get to see each other enough! Chris and Sam are out at Dave and Busters right now enjoying some GUY TIME. So glad it worked out for them to come. We had lasagna rolls, salad, green beans, corn, garlic bread and a christmas pie (it was store bought but really good!) The kids all behaved and we look forward to doing it again sometime! Mom and Lynn had a party to attend so it worked out nice to use their place for the night! I will have to try to make my lasagna rolls again- and see what I can do to make them better.

Wrapping it all up!

2011-12-22T22:10:00.001-05:00

I've been working hard to get everything finished for Christmas. I have several friends who have given birth this week! Its hard to imagine being in the hospital or getting out of the hospital during Christmas! And for my friends that deal with chronic pain, such as Chronic migraine or RA. I know that when you have stress your body reacts poorly, and then you can't get the work done you need to do because you are in pain! Then you stress even more. Thankfully I don't suffer from migraines, I do suffer with allergies and head pain from that, and I will have an optic migraine from time to time, but it's more annoying than painful! I hope you all have everything ready for the holidays and that none of you are suffering these next few days.

How things change in a year!

2011-12-20T15:20:00.000-05:00

Last year at this time we were still looking for houses for rent or purchase in our area. Things changed fast for us once our one year in Mississippi came to an end. We purchased our current home and moved in, almost one year to the date that we moved into our rental house in Waveland! We knew that house would be a temporary house for us, so I didn't let the little things about it bother me. I am loving my new house and so thankful we are owners now! When I left for Holiday this last time I stood in my house and just said "Thank you Lord for our home." It will be a nice feeling to come home to.

Ah-Choooooooewwy

2011-12-16T11:38:00.002-05:00

I've sneezed so hard for last few days. Monday we had warmer weather settle in and it caused my allergies to go haywire! I have taken a few otc pills and nothing has done it for me. I remembered last night that I had some prescription strength sudafed left from when I was sick earlier this year. I took one last night and slept great and could breathe! I'm still dealing with sinus pressure and pain, and a few sneezes, but nothing like it was! I hope to shake this bad boy before we leave on Monday! I don't want to feel this way during the Christmas break! What do you take when you have a sinus cold?

Melted Snowman Cookies

2011-12-08T12:50:00.001-05:00

I made these little guys for my Kids Christmas party at the church. I had to make 3 dozen. If I ever do them again- it will be just one dozen! Or I will premake the sugar cookies and then dress them later. I learned of these cuties on Pinterest. I searched Melted Snowman Cookies

And this is what came up!

I had to find my own icing recipe, it was just corn syrup, almond, powdered sugar and milk. Next time I will buy another can of icing ready to go. My red was bad, so I just did a few with the scarf. I didn't like them until they were finished. Then I loved them! They grow on you as you go!

My little birdy Bird

2011-12-07T09:32:00.001-05:00

I can't believe that my little bird is back! It's so cold out there this morning. Maybe he likes the cold. I wonder where he sleeps at night! I know he might just be a late traveler passing through, but either way I'm glad he stopped by and graced me with his presence this morning! I have some food cooling for him. I hope he will drink it up!

Powerless to Change?

2011-12-06T09:47:00.001-05:00

I often feel powerless to change my situation. I know that this is not truth, it is a lie that I am allowing my mind to believe. I've learned over the years the only person you can change is yourself. So as I work to change myself and things do not change as I hoped for, I feel at a loss. I seem to sing the same song over and over again. As if one day I will wake up and things will be totally different. I know this will not happen. I have to make a conscious effort to change. I don't want to settle for what I think I can do. I want to trust the Lord knowing that in him ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. I can move forward and have victory and be free. I can do ALL THINGS through CHRIST who gives me strength. The problem is I can believe that for others, just not apply it to my own life. I love it when I analyze someone else and find myself smack dab in the middle of it. I smile inwardly knowing that He who began a good work in me will be FAITHFUL to finish it. That is refreshing. I will not choose a life that is mediocre. So even as I make small changes, will I still feel powerless to change? No way. I'm through with that stinkin'thinkin.... wanna join me? Three cheers for Staci! Whoo-Hoo! Sometimes you have be your own cheerleader and stop waiting on others to speak into your life! The Lord has already spoke into our lives- it's a neat book, called the bible. Lord help us indulge into your word and not hold back when it comes to wanting more!

SORRY!

2011-12-05T22:07:00.001-05:00

"Just because you say sorry, it does not make the pain go away" ~These words I quoted to my Chloe after she hit Eli with a broom stick. She kept saying "SORRY SORRY SORRY" and he kept screaming. She didn't understand why he didn't stop crying even if she said "SORRY." As soon as I said these words I had revelation for myself... some times we think if a person would just say "I'm Sorry" that some how it will make us feel better, or heal quicker. This is not the case, pain is pain. It takes gentle loving kindness and compassion to bring comfort to the pain. I hope I can teach this to my children when they hurt one another- even if it was on accident. Tho she was trying to bother Jack, Eli was the innocent bystander. Sometimes we have pain in our lives, not as a direct violation toward us, but indirectly and the person who hurt you does not even know they caused pain in your life. It is scary to think of all the people I've hurt in my life involuntarily. I am not a person who enjoys inflicting pain onto others. I hurt when others hurt. I'm still a work in progress, as are my children. Thank God we have a patient father in Heaven who cares about us so deeply that he loves just as we are, and yet sees enough potential in us to work slowly and diligently in our lives.

My Wreath

2011-12-05T11:05:00.001-05:00

All my supplies...

My newest addition to my crafting... a cordless gluegun- yum.

Twisting the Deco Mesh onto the wreath

Go all the way around- in about 1 foot sections.

Then I added another layer of deco mesh is the same way, but on the inner part of the wreath

Then you begin to hot glue the extras in... I didn't end up using my candy canes, I tried them but didn't like it. I just grabbed a bunch of stuff to try.

The finished product!

My Princess Cut Diamond...

2011-12-05T10:25:00.001-05:00

My husband is the love of my life. This very morning I thanked him for making me a "Cook" he just smiled. I can't imagine life without him. Is he as perfect as I thought he was back in 1999 when I started dating and day dreaming of marriage? No, he's even better that I expected. I remember going to look at engagement rings one time with him. I didn't even try anything on, I just said Ohhh I really like the princess cut diamond. I've heard of couples going and shopping together for the engagement rings, but I never liked the idea of that. I think guys need help, and it's okay to suggest a cut or type of ring, but the element of surprise is precious. I was shocked at the beautiful ring my honey picked out for me. We did go together to look at wedding rings to add to it, but when push came to shove, I just couldn't see spending that kind of money on rings, we figured we could wait, but a dear friend of mine decided to buy us two simple bands to add to my engagement ring that would be symbolic of my wedding band. I would still like to add more to my ring, but I'm happy with my current ring set. Maybe for our 25th Anniversary or something. Chris has gone through two wedding rings in 10 years. His first one was bought here in Gulfport and his second one was from James Avery. The first one was two tone and had a swirl around it, over the years we had to keep getting it polished and the swirl began to fade away, so we upgraded a few years ago. It's sterling, but perfect for us, and if needed we can replace it again and it look the same! I do still have his first ring- just for sentimental reasons.

Class of 2012

2011-12-05T10:19:00.001-05:00

I'm already beginning to wonder how busy our Spring calendar will be. We have several seniors in our youth group that will be graduating this spring. I'm positive that I need grad gift ideas from pinterest! I'm sure I will be making some gifts, giving some Mary Kay and Thirty-One as well as gifts from Lifeway. Maybe I can make up little gift baskets for each grad. Last year we had 3 guys and the church bought them a bible and since I didn't really know these guys it seems like it was enough. This year we have several girls that I do know and want to bless! As soon as the Christmas holiday is all wrapped up I can start to focus on life in 2012. I'm hoping to take senior pictures for some of these kids too! The school offered pictures for them, but some of them were not happy with the way they turned out. So I look forward to taking some senior photos! Is anyone in your Realm of people graduating? Seems like ages since that part of my life. Yet when I was in the moment it seemed like the biggest deal ever! Funny how as you age things change so much. If I could go back to my senior year, would I? No way! Keep me here in the present, sorry McFly I have no desire to go back, Do you?

Allergies

2011-11-25T01:46:00.001-05:00

Have you ever been tested for allergies? I've looked into a few times, but never actually went through with it. I would like to be tested for food allergies too. One of my dear friends is having to discover her allergies too food, like the austin food allergies testing provides. She suffers with acne, and is trying to figure out what she can take away from her diet to help with her acne. I don't think people realize the power of food in our systems! Just because it doesn't make your stomach hurt doesn't mean you don't have an allergy! I know I have several allergies, it shows in my skin, and my stomach does hurt from drinking milk, or eating ice cream. I also have seasonal allergies too! They say knowledge is power, but if I find out what I'm allergic too, I'm likely to never leave the house again! No, in all honestly, it would be wise for me to do so. I might actually be get a hold of my weight issues if I find out what cause's problems in my digestive track!

Saying Goodbye

2011-11-15T23:25:00.001-05:00

Adam was a part of our youth group in Texas. He passed away on Sunday morning. He was only 22 years old. He had back surgery last Wednesday and left the hospital on Saturday night and passed in his sleep. We found out through a message on facebook, it was just a possibility, so I spent the next 45 minutes trying to confirm the bad news. We were in shock. Adam had such a huge heart. I've looked through all my pictures from the youth group, and just had some great memories of all our students. Adam was always honest and true. He spoke his mind, and wore his feelings on his sleeves. I loved it though because you never had to worry about what he "thought!" He would just tell you! Chris will be speaking at the funeral. I am sad that I can't be there to love on his family and all our students from the youth group! I don't have a way to get all my kids to school and take care of the youth group here. Plus Chloe has her play on Friday. Life has changed a lot since our kids started school. Please pray for Chris as he travels for the funeral. Adam helped me in Kids Zone in Texas. He was great with the pig puppet. LOL. He always had the kids laughing! I'm still in shock that he is gone... pray for his mother Val, she needs the Lord to help her just hold her head up!

Quote Me!

2011-11-11T18:05:00.001-05:00

I had a lady call me today about getting an insurance quote. I guess they got word that we bought a house and wanted to quote us. They spent time with me and asked about all our assets that would need to be insured. One thing we didn't need was rv insurance. Not yet that is. Though I can see us owning an RV in our future! Chris and I both love the idea of traveling around the country! Who knows what God has in store for us! We would love to travel and preach or teach! Whatever he would have us do! I couldn't get the quote finished today because I didn't have the figures that we currently pay- since they are worked into our house payment. I hope they can save us some money! It never hurts to get a quote!

Random Photostuff...

2011-11-08T18:33:00.001-05:00

I am using my old Kodak camera- I look like a beginer photographer! I can't hardly shoot the camera! I feel so silly! Anyway- here are some photos from today.

I love getting mail :-)

Remeber having these in my yard as a kid- OUCH. We have them here at our new house. I'm always telling the kids to watch out for them!

I thought the hummers were gone- but they are not! We saw one yesterday for the first time in a month! So I put some fresh sugar water in there yesterday. Of course I haven't seen him since I filled it up. Just the bees. They drink it too.

not sure how to rotate this-sorry- anyway- Remember loving these as a kid? I do- and now my kids love them too.

AAH-CHEW. Yeah that is POLLEN! I cut that stuff down today. Now I'm itching up a storm But hopefully the bees will leave our kids alone!

These are beautiful and still blooming. They smell good too!

This stinker grows all kinds of crazy and takes over everything. They are pretty but out of control!

So there you have it! A FEW photos from the day... I can't wait to get my DSLR back! I think I will teach Chloe to use this camera. Though it drinks batteris like Eli drinks Strawberry MILK! I can't keep up!

Life Changes

2011-11-06T23:21:00.002-05:00

Every now and then Life Changes. For whatever reason we are thrown a curve ball and we can either not swing and still get a strike, or swing and hope for that hit! Don't get me wrong, there are many times in my lifetime that I have just sat there and let the ball of life roll by. I didn't feel qualified enough to even think about swinging! Now there are also those times where you are happily standing on first base and someone hits a ball and sends you running right into 2nd base, where the ball was hit and you are called OUT. It was not your fault it was just part of the plan. I feel like life does that to us all. We all don't realize that the choices we make affect others- even people we don't realize! Speaking of life changes- we aren't currently going through them, but my step mom is. She has been working in the nutrition department of the hospital for a while now. It's similar the Food Service Assistant Jobs you can find online. But now she is going to change jobs and go back into factory work. She really enjoyed talking with all the patients, but it was sad when they passed away. She will do great at her new job I'm sure and the hours are long- but she has more time off at a time. So that is good. So I'm excited for her. She has been in need of a job for a long time, and the one thing I know is she was willing to do anything! You can find a job if you are willing to do anything!

My Wreath!

2011-11-02T11:02:00.000-04:00

The other week I was on Pinterest and discovered a wreath that I really liked! So when I looked into making it, there were no instructions! It was just a link to buy one. Well I was already determined that I wanted to make one, so I did! I simply bought a plain wreath, a bouquet of flowers, the mini pumpkin, the initial letter and some ribbon. It only cost $6.00 to make. I also had the black foam stickers, and paint already so I didn't have to buy those. I used hot glue to place the flowers where I wanted them. I moved the flowers around about 4 times before getting them like I wanted them. I also hot glued the letter to the wreath, but the ribbon helps you with placement. I like the way it turned out. I am going to make a Christmas Wreath this next week!

Triangle Direct

2011-11-01T23:21:00.000-04:00

It's really exciting to read that Triangle Direct is one of the fastest growing companies for the 2nd year in a row. I have been a part of the blogging process with Triangle Direct for many years now. It's been neat to see how they have grown. I've only had good experiences with them. Though before this article was released, I didn't know how to explain what Triangle Direct is. Now I have an article to refer people to! I should talk to my brother about his design company. His company could use the exposure that you get when you use Triangle Direct to market yourself.

11 Years

2011-10-25T09:16:00.001-04:00

Our engagement was 11 years ago! We were married in January of 2001, so we are going on 11 years of wedded bliss! We tried to keep our budget small so that it didn't burden the family. We looked several options of DIY so that we could save money. I had my uncle take our photos, so that saved on the photography end of it. We were married before the digital era was affordable, so he was the only person I knew that had a SLR camera. For our videography, we had our friends from Alabama come up to shoot it. We would have never knew to have a videographer, but we are so glad we did! We no longer live in NC, but if we did I would suggest checking out wedding videography raleigh nc. I treasure our video. I look forward to watching it again and showing our children the video this upcoming anniversary! After all these years- the two things that I think are worth paying for are the videography and photography! Simply because years after your wedding, the gown will fade, the tux will be returned, the food you ate will be forgotten, the songs you played will be "old" and people won't remember what your cake tasted like. But you will have beautiful pictures and videos that will last a lifetime!

Fast Festival Pictures!!!

2011-10-22T15:56:00.001-04:00

This was my favorite pumpkin!!!

I had a great time helping at the festival. We were there from 4:30 until 7:30 pm. Our kids were exhausted when it was over with! I got to run the Steering Game! It was the most challenging game there and it was busy non-stop!

A Healthy Dose...

2011-10-17T10:59:00.001-04:00

I could use a healthy dose of “get over it!” I’m not sure why I allow the enemy of our soul to conquer me on trivial things of life. I have so much to be thankful for. I have been blessed beyond measure and God has guided my steps each step of my life.

It’s ironic that I feel the need to invalidate my own feelings to just move on in life.

Troubles are a lot like people - they grow bigger if you nurse them. ~Author Unknown

It’s easy to make situations bigger than they should be. It’s easy because our minds have plenty of time to think, but sharing those thoughts aren’t as often. So we think more than we speak (hopefully!) Even if we do speak, many times it falls of deaf ears.

Jeremiah 33:3......... "Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things..."

I find myself seeking comfort and fulfillment from those around me. I want to receive it from my spouse, my job, my children, my new home. Yet when the day is complete I still desire more. Not material items, but my heart longs for something more. I have friends that I can pour my heart out too, and they can lend me their ear, or shoulder to cry on, but can they show me great and mighty things? Probably not.

1 John 5:14........ "Now this is the confidence that we have in Him, that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us."

He hears us… that is key. Yet I know others hear me too, just because we hear someone doesn’t mean we will do anything about it. So what makes this different with God Almighty?

Jeremiah 1:12........ "I am ready to perform My Word."

He is ready- typically when we have a loaded conversation with a friend or co-worker or loved one, we expect change to take place right away. We expect them to complete the request that we’ve given them to make our lives easier. And when these things don’t happen, we are instantly unfulfilled and have one of two feelings. Either #1 we’ve put to high of expectations on that person. Or #2 we feel that they don’t acknowledge us as worthy of the request. It’s a lose lose situation.

Therefore by taking our request to the Lord, who is ready to listen, ready to act and genuinely cares about our troubles, we win! He can put the right people in your path and open doors that we never even notice. God doesn’t need time to process our request, he doesn’t need to pray against being offended or pull out his strongs concordance to guide us. He is ready, waiting for us to seek him with our whole heart. Lord I trust in you…

From my mind to the keys...

2011-10-16T23:00:00.000-04:00

It seems as if I have amazing ideas for blogging while driving. I think that as soon as I get home I will sit down and blog. Life usually keeps me from doing so! Then when I do get the free time to sit and blog I can’t remember what I wanted to blog about! I’ve spent the entire day at home. I have bronchitis and so I didn’t want to go to church and share my germs, nor did I want my son to share his germs in the nursery. So I’ve been home. I’ve slept on the couch in between kids shows, and eaten lots of junk food. I’ve watched Lucy, Designing Women, The Sing Off, America’s Next Top Model and now My Naked Secret. I have some housework to do, just not ready to jump up and do it! Though I’m tired of being on the couch! It’s been a quiet day. Chris came home after church and took the kids to his parents house. So for the last two hours I’ve been alone at the house. So here I remain. Maybe I can at least get a load of laundry finished before the kids get back!

my leg

2011-10-15T21:17:00.001-04:00

Anyone else have a vein to do this? I had a vein malfunction when pregnant with Eli and now its starting to bubble. It's gross to me. I'm afraid it will only get worse with time. There is no pain though, just ugliness.

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Titanium

2011-10-11T08:49:00.002-04:00

I am a fan of titanium pendants. Of course I've always been drawn to the colors that look like silver more than gold. I have been a fan of sterling since I was young enough to know what it was! I have a collection of old pendants that I bought back in the 90's. I also have small charms that I would like to put on a bracelet some time. I just don't know that I'd wear them! Maybe I can scrapbook them. That would be neat. I've allowed my creative do it yourself mode to kick into gear since joining pinterest. I have a lot of items in my totes that are calling to me! I also have a wish list of new machines I want to make the creative process easier! Though my lens for my camera still calls my name!

Just a few…

2011-10-11T08:33:00.001-04:00

Here are some photos from the beach on Sunday. I love the clouds here during this time of the year! They are fun to watch transform!

Our new cat. He’s not sure about all of us yet. He has been with us for 5 days now… and we’ve only seen him once!

My pinterest project that I did yesterday!

I forgot!

2011-10-07T08:22:00.000-04:00

Yesterday my grandmother, my mother and my little one all went to Ocean Springs to run errands. We were gone for 8 hours and I'm still exhausted! I had a list and yet I still forgot to stop by and pick up something for my husband. He had to order an industrial piece for our coffee/tea maker at church. We had to custom order it because it's not something you can just pick up at the local store. Just like industrial bearings, it's better to order them online and speak to a customer service representative to make sure you are getting the right piece for your equipment! I just wish Chris would have had them ship it to our church or home instead of making it ready for pick up! Simply because I forgot! We have to go back that way this week, so I will pick it up then! Do you shop online for industrial items? Or do you have a local place that you go to for those things?

Brownie + Heath= YUM

2011-10-05T17:24:00.001-04:00

Photos from the weekend

2011-10-03T01:07:00.001-04:00

Attached

2011-09-30T08:59:00.001-04:00

Ever know someone who is attached to their hair? I know we are all “attached” to a certain degree, unless you wear a wig! Even then you feel attached. I just don’t understand why some people especially in their late 30’s early 40’s who are stuck in the late 80’s or early 90’s with their hair! They are beautiful people, they just need a makeover on their HAIR-DO! How do you suggest it to someone? I bet people who do hair really notice these things and want to grab them knock them out and fix their hair before they wake up! I am always aware of my hair and wanting to do something new. I’m there now. I want to go shorter I think…. I can’t do much with it right now. Just time for a change!

Yes I know!

2011-09-29T13:54:00.001-04:00

I went to the OBYGN today, and since I don’t visit a doctor any other time during the year I figured I would ask all the questions that I have to her. I also had my blood work done before I went so that she could look over all my results with me. I told her that I am going through an exhaustion phase- like you do after you have a newborn. Yet my baby is 2. So She suggested that I exercise. Um- let’s go back Doc, didn’t you see the part about being exhausted? She must have read my face well- because she said “I know it sounds dumb, like how can you work out if you can’t even get up” I was glad she took my concerns deeper. Some doctors would just say “well you will figure it out.” Anyway- she wrote me a script for something that is suppose to help with energy and said it may make me shaky at first so I can take just half a pill. She also said that if I can get into a routine for 6 weeks that I will be on the right track to feeling better. I am also suppose to take vitamins to help with the over all well being and she wants me to increase my good cholesterol numbers, by adding omega 3 or fish oil. I had the same results last year. I am just not a fish eater, and the fish oil is gross! I’ve got to do better. I guess I will have to schedule in my exercise and my fish intake! Speaking of food- I’m hungry! I’ve only ate 2 cookies all day. I know it wasn’t the best choice but it was the only thing I could find in the car on my drive back from the bay. Do you go to see your OBGYN annually? It’s cool I went last year on this exact day and so it’s been exactly 1 year to the date! That is the way I like it! I try to never let it slip my mind to go! It’s no fun- but it’s dangerous not to go!

SHROOMS! I promise!

2011-09-28T16:33:00.001-04:00

Okay so we went to the park the other day to ride bikes and play basketball and forgot the ball, so we just rode bikes then walked around for a little. We came across these mushrooms… They were like this I promise. They were untouched, growing together. I got a good laugh out of them!

This one was cool because it was like a golf ball on a tee…

Most of them were like this, flat pancake like shrooms.

In between

2011-09-27T22:59:00.002-04:00

I had $25 real women dollars to spend today at Lane Bryant, but didn't get to use it. I was emotionally exhausted after leaving the dressing room. I did find one nice cardigan that I liked but it was on sale and was no where near the $50 you need to spend to save $25. I tried on at least 8 styles of pants in two sizes. Either the legs were to big or the butt was to tight. It was sad. I'm in between two sizes and so ideally I need to use this night as motivation to loose a few more inches and get down a size. I can't get over how expensive clothes are there. I have gotten some major sales before like my black skirt was normally $59.00 and I paid
$6.90 for it so yeah it pays to shop there. If you get an amazing deal. I've always had trouble with pants. My black pants are over due for some tlc or thrift store one! They are old. They were passed down to me and I've worn them out. I just can't imagine what its like to shop at any store. I am limited to my stores. I have to drive thirty minutes to shop at Lane Bryant. So anyway. All that being said, I'm tried, and still pantless.

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Reading…

2011-09-26T22:53:00.001-04:00

I have a few novels in my collection, but they are few and far between. I mostly have self-help type books. I know that many of my friends say that whey they read they feel like they are being taken to that place in the book. I’ve never felt that. The few books that I did love that were novels, I felt more like I was reading the diary or journal of a lady and I found pleasure in knowing her story. I enjoy finding a book that grabs ahold of me and won’t let me put it down until it’s finished. I am overdue for a good one like that! Any suggesting? Maybe I should pick up THE HELP. I wanted to see the movie, but I don’t want to go alone and don’t have anyone that would go with me, so I will wait for it on Redbox. I guess I need to go to the local library and see what they have. It’s been a while since I even took the kids there. Maybe the boys would like that on Tuesday as our adventure time! I also need to go to Slidell, so who knows! So what are you reading right now? Or what is one of your all time favorites?

revival

2011-09-22T17:28:00.001-04:00

This was our speaker for revival.

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tears like rain...

2011-09-22T17:23:00.001-04:00

Monday I had to witness two children bury their mother. She was only 34 years old. Her kids are in our children's church. They are in 2nd and 5th grade. I couldn't stay for the entire service I had to be home to get Jack from the bus. I cried a lot that afternoon. I had to drive to Waveland and the whole way there I cried. Then the rain began to fall. I felt the Lord was showing me it was okay to weep. That he knew those children were hurting and he could comfort them. They were at church last night. They said they went to school. I a still hurt for them. I just want to pour comfort into their souls. I cant do that but the Lord can...

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Saturday/Sunday fun

2011-09-20T12:00:00.001-04:00

These are in my mother in law’s yard. She said they call them Naked Ladies. They are like a spider lily. I liked the way they look. She dug one up for me to bring home to plant.

This is Dixie, she was at the birthday party that we went to on Sunday!

Creepy Shell from a bug. I almost put my hand on this booger and said OOOH I need to take a photo! It was still stuck on the tree- probably just left its shell that day or the night before.

Saturday we went to meet Bob & Larry at Lifeway! My sweet friend Ayrika was there- she actually was BOB for the day! She is moving to South Africa next month- so I hope to see her a few more times before then! She was in our youth group back 11/12 years ago. She is a jewel.

Me with the Veggietale Stars!

Yummy cupcakes at the veggietale party!

Last Month...

2011-09-20T11:41:00.002-04:00

Last month while I was in Birmingham we went to a spa. I had my toenails done and they did an okay job, still have them painted in the same color, but the big toe is chipping it's color now. I also asked them for some new hair products. I wanted something that gave me body and volume. So I spent $30 on two things and have used them for a month and don't see anything new in my results. My hair has never been gorgeous but I try to maintain it in such a way that I like it. Lately I've been putting it up into a pony tail each day because I get HOT! Since we moved to the MS gulf coast I'm learning to deal with humidity and frizz! I am always on the look out for great new products to try, such as the agadir hair products found on their site. It seems like everyone offers the same kind of products so now I am learning that it is more about how you use them over the actual products them self. So I will try my new stuff again and use it until it's gone and then see about ordering something in the agadir hair line. What are your favorite brand of hair care products?

List Maker

2011-09-16T15:39:00.002-04:00

I confess, I am a list maker at heart. I enjoy making list and crossing things off as I go. I enjoy buying paper to make list and pens too! Last month when I planned my trip to Birmingham with Tiff I sat down and made my list. I had full list of things from chargers, to the outfits I would need to tolietries. The longer the list the better I feel. It was detailed, and some how when I started packing that morning I never used my list! Gasp! I guess I was so excited about a weekend getaway that I forgot to read the list. So when we arrived in B'ham and I started to use my camera I noticed that my battery was low. None of my friends use a canon or a nikon dslr, so they couldn't tell me where are nikon camera batteries on sale or canon chargers. I needed a cheap charger to hold me over, but the only one I could find was $40. I just couldn't justify spending that money! Now if I were going to be there all week I would have bought it and ate the cost. But knowing I was there just two days I couldn't do it! So I just used my camera sparingly. I learned my lesson! Always check my list!!! And never leave my charger at home again! The good thing is my battery usually last a very long time. I only charge it a few times a year. So I don't think about it much. I will now though! Nicole wanted me to take family photos for her, but I didn't have enough battery to last for that. SO I will just have to plan another trip to Birmingham! Darn! I would start packing now, but I can't go this weekend... maybe in November!

Cleaning House & Head

2011-09-10T23:03:00.001-04:00

Today while I was cleaning the house I had my epiphany that happens about once a year. I think that if I could take my love for eating and make it into a love for cleaning it would be a win win situation! My house would be spotless all the time and my body would rock! Though today I cleaned both bathrooms as if I lived at NCH and they were coming to inspect my work. My hands are dried out from all the cleaner and my shirt dons the bleach look. Purple shirt plus bleach cleaner = orange. Yuck. Anyway. I’ve had this thought before that if I could go grab a cleaning tool each time I got hungry instead of the food I’d be better off. If anything cleaning helps me to clear my head of many thoughts. I carry my lap top from room to room and play PlanetShakers on grooveshark. Keeps me moving and praising while I clean. Well my work is not yet complete. Still need to put up a few more loads of clothes and get my bed ready to sleep in. Speaking of beds…I’m trying to figure out how to get my sons bed situation figured out. He’s out growing his toddler bed, and ready for a big bed, so it will be time to purchase one in the next few weeks and get his room put together.

Operation De-Clutter is still underway! De-Clutter my heart, my mind and my HOUSE!

God Why?

2011-09-09T22:49:00.001-04:00

I am listening to a fire fighter speak on the Christian Radio station about his experience at the World Trade Towers on September Eleventh. He said something that really sparked my mind- he said “I never asked God Why? Simply because I knew I couldn’t understand his answer even if he told me.”

This really made me stop in my tracks! I am guilty of asking God to answer my questions to the unknown and now I realize that I too am to human to understand!

I listen to another testimony of a man from Calcutta India that came here in 2000 to live the American dream and was working the North Tower on the 81st floor when the plane hit it, his pregnant wife was in the south tower and his story brought me to tears. They both survived, but WOW what a testimony. He led several people to the Lord during the descend to the bottom floor. His passion for life was so intense that I couldn’t help but cry! I could have listen to him for hours!

It saddens my heart that Mayor Bloomberg is not allowing God to be mentioned in the 9/11 services being held all weekend in NYC. Here is the thing Mr. Mayor, you can’t STOP God from showing up! May God have mercy on you sir. For I know you are just trying to keep peace- but he is the peacemaker- so just know that though 9/11 was a terrible day- but soon enough the “last days” that will come will be even worse and people will cry out to God, and you won’t be able to stop them.

Our Home…

2011-09-08T23:21:00.001-04:00

I haven’t blogged much about our home. I am holding things that are sacred to me hidden out of respect of my family. So forgive me for not posting pictures or sharing my life via blog! This is a public blog so I don’t want to disclose to much!

Here are some things that I love about our home. We’ve lived here for two months! I just keep finding things that I love!

1. The open floor plan.
2. The large kitchen.
3. The garage!
4. The tree line.
5. Spacious kids rooms
6. Tile in the Kitchen
7. Wood Floors in the livingroom
8. Big back yard
9. Fenced in yard!
10. Nice neighbors
11. Few neighbors
12. AC vents in my Pantry, Bathrooms & Closet!
13. Ceiling fans in each room
14. Walk In closets in each room.
15. Jetted Bath tub (AAAAmazing!)
16. Make up mirror
17. Built in Blinds
18. Dark cabinets in Kitchen
19. Closer to our family
20. Closer to our church
21. Big storage Shed
22. Lights in the living room & over the bar
24. Sunroom as an office space!!!!!
25. Extra Outlet plugs in the bathroom!
26. Window & Extra door in garage (that leads to the back yard!)
27. Really smart mircowave, it can keep your kitchen timer going while you use the microwave!
28. Kitchen window looking out to the back yard
29. Alarm System & Door Chime
30. TWO BATHROOMS!

IT’S ALL OURS!!!!

All these things are not unique but they are wonderful to have! We are so blessed to be in this house. I’ve been drooling and dreaming over this house since February when I first found it on craigslist! Now it belongs to US! And the bank of course! I also like that if needed we will be able to expand and build on later if we chose to. I look forward to hosting many gatherings and family here! I’ve already hosted the youth over- we were only here 2 weeks and I had 34 people here! Then I had the youth girls sleepover here in the middle of July! Tiff came for a few days and I have the youth girls coming back at the end of this month to have dinner and a movie night! Then in OCTOBER my maw maw and mom are coming for an entire WEEK! I’m so excited!

So Scattered…

2011-09-08T23:06:00.001-04:00

On my way from the football game tonight to the church I had a headful of blogs that I wanted to post. Or at least thoughts- then of course when I sit down and have a minute to blog my mind is a blur. The last two weeks I’ve ran on EMPTY. I feel as if I am being drained of all my energy when I am not looking. I don’t even do half the things I set out to do, nor accomplish anything my heart longs to accomplish.

Okay, I’m not in the right mind or heart to be blogging, I will shut it down in fear of saying the wrong things… though this IS my blog, I still want to be mindful of those who do read.

Instead I will be working on my blog post about our house!

Yummy weather!

2011-09-06T09:01:00.001-04:00

I think I will drink hot chocolate for breakfast!

Bear with me….

2011-09-06T08:54:00.001-04:00

I’m on a mission to grab a great photo of a hummingbird! We had four of them at the feeder this morning. These were taken through the window. The lighting was poor, but it’s a start! I’ve never tried to photograph them! But they are fun to watch. The kids love watching them!

Good-Bye Lee!

2011-09-05T23:25:00.001-04:00

Tropical Storm Lee seems to have left the coast! We had blue skies today! Of course after this photo was taken it rained off and on for the next 5 hours! The wind was strong today, but it was drying up the land! I love that! God is so amazing.

We had to drive to Gulfport today to drop off some donations for a benefit yard sale, and so Chris and I went on a date while we were there! Thanks to Linda for keeping the kids!

We also went to Lifeway and Sam’s club! It was a great afternoon!

We got home around 6 pm and worked in the garage some. I found this snake skin in the storage barn out back. I was looking for a blanket for Jack’s bedset and ran across this little guy. Freaked me out! So I took a picture! LOL.

Chris was entertaining the kids by showing off his mad juggling skills- or lack there of.

So when the juggling didn’t work out as expected, he threw tungs into the power pole in hopes to split them. He was not successful except with one! Don’t know what TUNG is? Don’t worry I didn’t either I had to google it. I googled TUNG orchid tree and found the answer. We had no idea what these where growing in our front yard!

Jack was blessed with some cool toys from a church friend. And some nice clothes and shoes too! I love it when God blesses our family with stuff that we wouldn’t normally buy! He cares about even the SMALL stuff in our lives! Here is a BIG monster truck that he got from his friend. It is super cool.

I refilled the hummingbird feeders and guess who came to visit! I have TWO Hummers! I’m excited. I wanted two more feeders! I guess Tropical Storm Lee brought them in! My mother in law said she had several at her house too!

I cooked some fresh pears in caramel sauce tonight for snack. I’ve never been a big fan of pears, but we had a couple in our church give us TONS of them! So I cam coming up with ways to cook them! These were yum!

My newest book. Just came in the mail on Friday. Haven’t even read the first page. I plan on taking a long hot bath after this blog post and diving into this book. I heard the authors talk about it on the radio and ordered it!

I also have 4 movies to watch! They all belong to a girl at our church, she is lending them to me. I have seen facing the giants but its been many years ago, and I don’t remember much about it!

Today at lifeway I bought a skit book, I’m excited about doing a few skits between now and Christmas! I am hoping that I can memorize the lines! They are only 2 person skits so that is good. It’s pretty easy to get two people to commit. Chris is preaching in October on the first Sunday, so maybe we will do one then!

Well its time for me to soak and read! Thanks to all those who still check in!

youth & TW LEE

2011-09-04T02:16:00.001-04:00

Thursday are the new Wednesdays. We like meeting on Thursday night for youth. Yes it added another night to our week, but it works out so much better.We can be loud and goofy! Here are some pictures from a game we played

And we don’t have to watch the clock for worship! They can play loud and long!

Tropical Storm Lee is at work. We have tornados in the area tonight. Thus the reason why I’m awake! Here is a branch that fell on my gutter… we hope this is the worst of it! So thankful it’s not a hurricane!

Jobs

2011-09-01T01:55:00.000-04:00

Jobs are no longer a dime a dozen. Last week I heard of a younger person who quit their new job simply because they weren't able to change a schedule for her. I know that every job I've ever worked at I have felt like giving up and walking out, but you can't go by feelings! You have to go by your bills due! Regardless if you are looking for Webmaster Jobs or clerical work, or hard labor work, you know that if you find something you had better stick with it right now. The economy is so bruised and broken right now that no one knows what the future holds!

Pay Me Now Or Pay Me Later

2011-08-31T23:51:00.001-04:00

This is a concept that we learned when we lived and worked at the Children’s home. They teach it to you as part of your training. Basically they are saying that you need to deal with the issues up front and right away. I need this advice when dealing with my kids. It’s easy to let them get away with something for a few times because I am too tired or don’t want to discipline them. Its not fun! But I know if I don’t do it I will have to pay for it later! It’s the same way with health. People will say it cost to much to eat healthy. But I know how expensive the doctors bills are and overnight stays in the hospitals are. If I choose to pay for the food now, I will save later in doctors bills! Make since right? I also thought about the fact that if you eat healthy, you have to eat less, but you have more choices in clothing options! If you have more food choices and eat more, you have less clothing options! Yet still I struggle! I tried a diet patch this week, but didn’t like it. It burned and made my skin itch. I did okay for 3 days but today it made me sick to my stomach to wear. I never did feel differently about my food intake. The patches were a free two week trial, so it’s not like I paid a large amount of money for them, and I’ve been waiting for 3 years to try them! So I’m glad they finally offered them for free, but sad that they are not for me. I know how to make my body lose weight. Just have to get my mind and mouth on board with my heart and mind!

The Game Changer

2011-08-31T23:31:00.001-04:00

In our household, we often have a plan. Typically each week I have a family to do list broken down into several groups. Grocery needs, home repair needs, church needs, you get the idea. Some things get moved over and over again to each week. They are things that don’t get accomplished because of random “game changers” that take place in our day to day lives.

Recently I have discovered that the Jesus I love and serve must not be the same to everyone. I taught a class a few weeks back to a group of middle and high school girls titled “How do you view God.” I felt it was important to know where they stood with their relationship with God before diving into heavy hearted subject matter. I’ve known most of them for a year now. Yet some of them I just can’t seem to connect with as far as where they are spiritually. Youth ministry can no longer be defined as it was 10 years ago when we were just starting out. Everything has changed about it, except one thing- GOD. He is still the same, and his word is still the same. I spoke to the girls about the ways many people view God. Over the course of the month I begin to open my eyes to those around me. I started realizing that it’s not a teenager generational problem, it’s a problem with most Christians today! We no longer view God as a SAVIOR, REDEEMER…. he is much less to most people. Therefore it because easy to compromise, because you don’t see that you hurt him each time you step away from the cross. Then in times of tragedy you ask God where was he, and why he didn’t do what you know he could’ve done!

Today in my devotion that I am working on, the question was to Name someone who has powerful faith. I couldn’t answer it! When I think of powerful faith, I think of Smith Wigglesworth he stands out the most to me! I’m sure people like Billy Graham and other evangelist have great faith, but I don’t see them, and for the people that I know I don’t hear them speak of Faith like it’s described in the Word. My husband is a man of Faith, he Trust the Lord with just about everything and is always telling me that I need to Trust the Lord to work things out. I have more doubt than faith- not doubt in God, but doubt in myself!

Then tonight I was reading again- and the question read: What is something you did in your past that you would never do now specifically because you are a Christian? I have my list of things. I would love to ask this of people and trust to get a real answer or at least get them to think about their answer!

What game changers are taking place that cause people to look at God less than they did years ago. Is he not the same savior? Is his story not the same today as it was yesterday? Why do we allow life experiences to manipulate our view of God? God doesn't change.

In the past month I’ve felt like my walk with God must be weaker than I realized. I felt that I should be able to bend God’s ear, and when my prayers were not answered as I thought they should be I immediately felt as if God didn’t come through as he promised. I’ve learned this week that the enemy is the one feeding my spirit these lies. For God kept his promise- If we felt no grief or no hurt or pain, we wouldn’t be human and heaven would be no reward!

Lord help me not to water down your word when I speak to people. You are LORD OF LORDS. King Of Kings! MY SAVIOR. MY DELIVERER! REDEEMER! MAJESTY. Holy Spirit draw near to me as I draw near to you….

Take MY Money!

2011-08-31T10:32:00.001-04:00

Okay so September 1st, our house payment is due and we have no clue who it is suppose to be paid to. I thought it would be like our loan was in Texas. That the bank who gave us the loan would want our money! Well apparently in the first 60 days they will sell your loan to other mortgage companies. Even the bank can’t tell us who has it! They can only tell us who they sold it too, and then we have to go from there. I am glad we check on it, because I was planning on just letting it be deducted from my account. The good news is there is no late payment the first 60 days, because of this type of sale. They can keep passing it on to others for the first 60 days! So anyway I hope to know before the end of the day who will take my money! If they don’t take it I’m likely to spend it or give it away! So please TAKE MY MONEY…. whom ever owns my house!

Say Cheese!

2011-08-29T12:24:00.002-04:00

If you are considering making photo holiday cards this year, think about using me as your photographer! I would love to take your family photos and have them printed for you. I would even offer sending service! I could do your entire mail out! I enjoy that kind of work. I am excited about doing our Holiday card too! I may ask a friend to shoot our photo since working with a tripod is harder than just asking a friend! In fact I think one of the young ladies in our youth group could do it for us! She is getting better with the camera! I let her shoot with mine as often as she likes to get a feel for it! A lot of people don't send Christmas cards anymore. I have to admit that my favorite ones that we do receive are the ones with photos in them!

Trip To Birmingham!

2011-08-22T13:42:00.001-04:00

Tiff flew down from NC on Thursday and Friday we loaded up and headed to Birmingham. We didn’t take photos on the way, primarily because I was driving and I was tired! I tried to capture some of us actually surprising Nicole, but she didn’t come out into the bathroom like her family said she would! Plus my battery was dying and I left my charger at home! So I was skimpy on the photos! Anyway, we picked her up and headed to the Alabaster area. I needed shoes and so we went to few shoe stores and then went to

Jamie was waiting there for us, and that was another surprise for Nicole. We went right in and sat down. We all ordered something different but soon learned we should have split plates. We would have been better off! None of us ate all our food! We left there and went to Walmart to see if they had a charger for my camera and pick up some drinks. They had a charger but it was $40. I just couldn’t do that! So we headed to the hotel.

Crystal came to the hotel, but we didn’t do any pictures because we all looked rough- except for her! So we were in our pj’s and looking terrible. We were up until 3 am and the crazy hotel ladies knocked on our door at 8:20 am. Scared us all! We jumped up and were wide awake then. Then an hour later they were there for house keeping! We were like GO AWAY! Silly ladies. We didn’t have to check out until 11, so we did just that. We left from there and went to the galleria. I haven’t been there in over 10 years! It was fun. We shopped at a Lane Bryant and then headed out to the Aveda Institute for Pedicures! Jamie opted out so I could get my toes done and so she went and had her hair did. LOL. She looked great, we all wanted a fresh wash and cut after that! But we kept on going- since we had other places to go and money to spend! Amy joined us for a few hours too!

After leaving the Spa we headed to Johnny Rockets! I haven’t been there in years either! I liked the onion rings the best! Amy and Gabe had to get theirs togo- because she was going to need to be home by 3pm. So we enjoyed our meal and then headed to a fun store which will remained un named. It poured down rain! We left there and headed back to Amy’s to play games and hang out until David got home. I learned the fun game Mexican Train dominos. I enjoyed it, but like playing with them like this better! I set them up and let Gabe knock them down!

I loaded up on some dew- only ONE for me though. Amy and Jamie drank the other two! lol. We left from there and went to MOES. I forgot my camera in my van since I didn’t drive. So we just enjoyed our time together and then after Moe’s, Jamie had to go back to her mom’s house, and we went over to the movies. We watched the 9:50 showing of Crazy Stupid Love. It was cute, had a few things in it that I didn’t like, but overall was still a good movie. I realized right before the movie that I left my dress bag at the Hotel so I called them before the movie and told them we would be there after 12 pm. I was so tired, so Amy drove us back to Pelham and then we went back to Amy’s house. Then headed to Nicole’s. I was so exhausted! I went to sleep fast, woke up when Nic’s kids where going to church and got up and ate oatmeal then went back to bed for a few hours! We left around 12:40 pm. Got back into Gulfport around 5:30 pm. It was a wonderful trip! I still have Tiff with me, until Tuesday around 8:00 am. Then life will go back to normal until next time! It was a wonderful weekend away! I missed my family but enjoyed the peace and quiet and tons of laughs with good girlfriends!!!

Bowling Night

2011-08-18T23:53:00.001-04:00

Our Church rented out the bowling ally here in town and we had a blast. We had like 200 people there!

We had a crazy sock contest too! Here was the winner!

Let's ROCK!

2011-08-18T23:25:00.002-04:00

Living on the Gulf Coast has given me a new interest in boating. I don't think I'm ready to buy a boat, but I enjoy looking at all the fun things you can purchase for you boat! My dad has almost always owned a boat of some sorts. We didn't have anything fancy on our boat, but now they have marine speakers , and I'm positive that if my brother ever owns a boat he would have the best system out there for boats! He would have a rockin boat. He loves the water and music! Maybe I can talk him into buying a boat and letting us borrow it!

Yard Sale vs. Ebay vs. Donation

2011-08-16T22:09:00.002-04:00

I am stuck. I am not sure what I want to do. I find it humorous that we moved into a bigger home and instead of being excited about filling up all the storage space I am more excited about getting rid of things I no longer need. I some how collected several boxes of boys clothes. I know people have given them to me over the years, and I've thinned them out a few times already. I still need to do some more. I also have a few kitchen items that I don't plan on using and some baby items as well. Its hard to get rid of old maternity clothes and baby gear, since my heart longs for another, but its sensible to do so. Even though we bought a bigger home, we would be cramped for space if a baby came along. So unless the Lord wills, we will stay with a family of 5. I also have a lot of boys shoes that I've collected over the years. Some really nice ones! I am thinking of selling them all on Ebay! Some things you can get more for if you sell them online and some times its not worth all the fees. Though right now they have it where you can list for free until September 10th. So that is helpful! I just need to pick out the best of the best to sell on ebay. Then see what I have left over for a possible yard sale. I was considering doing another fundraiser at the church like I did in the spring. Where we raise money for our youth group by doing a rummage style sale. It was fun, though it was a lot of work, I made money, shopped and came home with less than I took. I did good for my boys! They are easy to shop for down here! In NC it was always easy to find stuff for girls- not boys. Anyway- on an easier note I could just box it all up and take it to the thrift store and be done. Get a tax write off and call it a night. That option sounds the best to me, though I would like to make some money and since I'm a stay at home mom- every penny counts. So let me sleep on it! Tomorrow is another day...

Halloween Already?

2011-08-08T23:00:00.000-04:00

Today while I was shopping today I noticed that they already started putting out the Halloween items! I guess its time to find some sexy cheerleader costumes, lol, but I'm sure I'd never have a place to wear them! I just love seeing all the costumes and fun stuff they come out with. I don't like the gorey scary stuff, but I like the fun stuff. I usually stock up after Halloween for my stash of costume items. My kids love playing dress up, so I keep a stock pile of items to use throughout the year!

In Need

2011-08-08T22:33:00.000-04:00

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Outdoors

2011-08-08T21:51:00.001-04:00

Birthday

2011-08-07T23:06:00.001-04:00

I never blogged about my birthday! I can’t believe we went for 3 weeks with out the internet! So I missed out on blogging.

My mother in law bought me an Ice Cream cake from DQ.

IT was great! I still have a few pieces in the freezer! I also got some great cards from my kids and my husband picked out an amazing one, plus all the facebook wishes were wonderfully encouraging all day long! It was grand. I spent the night in Gulfport Friday night and went to garage sales on Saturday. I racked up on a few good things. I passed up a sewing machine and I’m still kicking myself for that one! After that we went back to the Cook’s and I took a nap and then around 4 the rest of the family came over. We had grilled hamburgers and they were great! We were celebrating both my birthday and Jack’s. We got home late, and Chris ran a hot bath for me and I relaxed. It was so refreshing. My birthday lasted all week long! It’s still going on! I got a card in the mail this morning from my granny!

My friend Alyssa sent me this fun bling!

Here are some of my cards and gifts

I used some of my birthday money to buy a deep freezer and two of these lovely Lucy Cups!

And some more gifts from friends

A girl in the youth drew Eli’s baby feet for me and framed them! I love it! So special to me.

Chris told me I could pick out a piece of James Avery for my special day. I haven’t looked through the catalog yet, but I’m excited! I also used some birthday money to buy a Heritage Sunbeam mixer at a yard sale. It sells for $150 now and I got it for $40. Such a fun deal!

I love shopping this time of the year! I had a great birthday! So thankful for my friends and family and who made this birthday a great one!

A Great Deal

2011-08-07T00:20:00.000-04:00

I am always the girl who is looking for good deal. I don't ever like to pay full price! I like to shop online and check promo codes and other sites that offer a good deal. I don't mind waiting for the right price. Though when I have the cash in hand it seems harder to wait. I am currently looking for a quilt for my daughter. I have found a great deal but I'm still holding out to see if I can get a better deal! I love it when companies offer promo codes for their sites! Once you use them a time or two it's hard to shop without them! Do find yourself wanting to use coupons all the time? Or do you get in a hurry and do without them? I am guilty of buying some things without a coupon, out of need. I try not to do that, but life is hectic and busy and I'm not always organized! I am trying to do better, for the sake of my family budget!

Busy Week

2011-07-31T10:45:00.001-04:00

We’ve had a busy week. We always try to do something fun around this time since we are celebrating both my birthday and my sons. We went shopping and to Chuck E Cheese on Monday, then Tuesday we went to ride ponies and go to Chick Fila and then Wednesday we did the water park and church. Thursday we ran errands and had church again. Friday we went to Folsom to the Wildlife place. Saturday we had family cook out and birthday cake. Today we are going back to Gulfport for lunch and hopefully Chris and I will go out for supper tonight alone. Or do something together as a couple. I don’t need much for my birthday, but I enjoy a date with my husband. It’s been a year since the last one! We should have internet at home on Tuesday! So that will help me to keep up the blogs and facebook. I still have a lot to do at the house to make it “right” but for now it looks pretty good. Just need some TLC to the yard and a few rooms need paint. Things are moving along nicely! Well it’s time for church, so I’d better go. I’m so sleepy! I hope I don’t fall asleep in church! Oh I did go to yard sales Saturday morning with my inlaws. We had a great time and I probably found the most stuff. Go figure! Over all it’s been a great birthday week for me and Jack!

It's been a while...

2011-07-27T18:05:00.002-04:00

It has been a while since I was invited to a baby shower or asked to help with baby shower invitations. I guess because in the year that I've lived here I haven't made new friends. Though there were two pregnant ladies at the church when I first came here, they didn't know me. The church had a shower for them but it was during youth so I didn't get to come but I sent a gift. I know of a few people that are pregnant right now, they are all about the same week! Why is that? Seems like there are at least 10 on Facebook that are prego right now. When is the last shower you went to or were a part of?

Yes!

2011-07-17T16:26:00.001-04:00

Yes we are in our new house. No we don't have pictures or Internet yet. Hang in there- I will get with it soon enough! I am funny about taking pictures of things that aren't finished yet!

Youth Ministry

2011-07-17T16:20:00.003-04:00

I am amazed at how often I get a confused look from people when I tell them my husband is a youth pastor. They either were not raised in a church that had a pastor just for the teens or they are from a denomination that uses a different term to describe the same position! Being that work with teenagers, we have to keep up to date on a lot of things that the teens face. Like Eating disorders. Its good to know of eating disorders treatment centers and be able to refer students to places like that if we are unable to meet their needs. Some times it helps for kids to break away from their everyday routine and get focused to be able to overcome their disorders. I would say that bulimia is the hardest to detect. Those kids usually maintain their weight and so you don't see skin and bones and they are obese typically- so it can be unseen for months or years! If you know someone who struggles with their weight or image- especially a teenager- take time to talk to them, encourage them and see if they need professional help. Never let your pride get in the way of helping someone. Reach out and keep reaching.

No such thing

2011-07-17T16:14:00.002-04:00

There is no such thing as a "NEW" cell phone. It amazes me how we are drawn to the newest item and then once we pick it out and learn it, there is a newer version of that same phone! We signed new contracts this past year so I think after 18 months you can sign up for a new phone and contract again. My phone still works great for now, but Chris lost his, remember the story about Walmart and the bathroom? Well we bought a phone from craigslist and its not working up to par. Its the older version of our first phones. It tries, but it just doesn't cut it. SO I hope when we can that he will go get a newer phone. Though I'd like to have a new once since I didn't lose mine- ha! He needs it worse then me! I could give him my phone and get a new one, that is something to think about! I have the Desire right now. I like it, it has all the things I need, except not enough memory! I can't download all the fun apps because the phone will run slow. I need to look into other phones like the incredible s virgin and see how it compares to our current brand of phones. I don't want to buy something and it not live up to its expectations. If I could just get more memory I'd love my phone even more! What kind of smart phone do you have? What do you love/hate about it?

The first time....

2011-07-17T15:59:00.002-04:00

I can honestly say this is the first time in years that I have not been excited about my birthday. Normally around this time I start getting all excited about start dropping hints as to what kind of personalized birthday gift ideas I think would be best for me. Not this year. This year I am holding on to all the days of this month and trying to make them last as long as possible. Why? Because August 5th, my firstborn child will start Kindergarten! I'm anxious about her being away from me all day long and the fact that in the 5 years she's been with us we've moved several times and I'm just now getting where I "teach" her things. I am sad that I will no longer be the person she learns from on a day to day basis. Yes I will still be her biggest fan, but she will have a new teacher. I'm excited to see her excel and grow but sad to close this chapter in our life. I knew this day would come, but honestly when she was born it felt as if it would be forever before it would be here. I never dreamed life would go by so fast!

New Home

2011-07-10T16:17:00.003-04:00

We are so delighted to be in our new home! We have spent 2 nights there already. It is a nice place and in a great location! I love being in the country! Mornings are quiet and peaceful. I haven't been taking photos because I've been busy unpacking boxes and moving! I also no longer have internet! So I have to just use the computer at my inlaws house or at the church when I can. We hope in the next week or so to be hooked up on DSL again. I am overly tired, but wanted to post to let you know we did move, but only 20 miles north of where we lived before! We are now closer to our church and family!

Tenth Grade

2011-07-10T15:44:00.003-04:00

I will never forget my first day of 10th grade English II. Dr. Frink was my teacher and he didn't care what we did over the summer or what our favorite colors were. He had us open our books and start learning right away. I was not in an advanced class or anything special. I will remember the lesson till the day I die. It was on etymology. I found it fascinating! I loved learning where words came from and how they took form into other languages! I am still a fan of learning the etymological root of a word! You can look up any word now online and discover the history of that word. I am convinced that had we had the Internet at our finger tips like kids do today I would have been a straight A student without question! One word that I've researched is the word INSANE. I've heard the quote from Albert Einstein about 100 times in the past few years "Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." I would easily fall prey to this definition of insanity when it comes to my weight. I've been struggling with my weight issues since I was in the 5th grade. I remember trying to lose weight back then and here I am today still trying! I've read articles and see tv clips about the best diet pills ever but have never tried any of them. I know that I've blogged about it a few times in the past few years too! I just don't have the desire to take a pill every day. I don't want to have crazy side effects. So about once a month I tell myself that today is the day that I will change the way I do things. That is normally the day I wake up feeling terrible or my kids are sick or overly needy. Starving myself isn't the answer, but I have tried that too! I know that I can lose the weight- I've done it before, I just need a good ole fashion dose of motivation!

ATV

2011-07-05T21:04:00.002-04:00

Since I was old enough to say FOUR WHEELER I've wanted one! I remember every year asking Santa to bring me one and every year I got the same answer "Santa thinks they are dangerous!" Well I know that they can be dangerous for kids- but for adults if you use the right safety precautions you can have a great time on them. Now they are used as a work horse on most farms and ranches. I know in Texas several people had them not for fun as much as for work! I secretly still want to own one! I was checking out a website that offered Polaris Ranger Accessories, its amazing all the things you can buy to deck out your ATV to your needs. Now that we are moving out to the country, maybe one day we can own one! You don't see as many for sale around here like you do in NC. Of course here they sell boats, and wave runners. I'd like to own a pair of wave runners too! Of course that's just a dream! When we lived at the river when I was a kid I would see people go by on their wave runners and I would dream of owning one! I did get to drive one alone ONE time. It was awesome! I'd go out right now on one if I had one!

I always look

2011-07-05T20:58:00.002-04:00

I am a fan of several things- strollers, camera's and sales. Those are on the top of my must look list! When I was in NC I spent $2 on a high dollar stroller at a yard sale! I love it! It folds like an umbrella stroller but it is bigger like a normal size stroller. Handles are high enough that you don't feel like you are bending down to push it! I've seen other parents have them, but I no longer drool over them because I own one! It lives in our van now!

A few years ago at Christmas my brother was on the hunt for a specific digital camera. After reading the reviews he ended up liking the fuji digital cameras best. So we called 4 stores before locating the exact camera he wanted to buy his girlfriend. Well once she opened the gift and I saw it for myself I knew I wanted one! I ended up buying one the next summer. We use it as a back up now. It's also the camera that Chris will take to camp. Which reminds me I need to check the card to see if there are new pictures on there!

New House (soon to be ours!)

2011-06-28T18:52:00.001-04:00

Chloe’s room

Chloe’s closet

Kids bathroom

Boys Room

Boys walk in closet

View as you walk into the house

View from Chloe’s room

View from Master and extra sun room

Master

Sun room

View from sunroom

pantry and washroom there are shelves on the wall behind the door, just can’t see it.

View when you walk in from garage (double)

View from pantry door

Door leading to garage

2 car garage

View from door leaving garage. The “barn” also has window unit for ac and power!

view from side of yard

view from barn

view from dining room

Sorry no pictures of the front yard. they will come later.

Changes

2011-06-20T09:48:00.002-04:00

Over the years our lives have changed as most people do. One thing that has not changed is my desire to have a bs degree from SAGU. Of course I have come to understand that if I did have my degree it would not mean more money but it would mean more knowledge. My heart is to have a degree in children's ministry and a specialization in psychology I love learning about different behaviors! That is the one thing I loved about my job when we worked in NC. We got to see a whole new side of behaviors in teenagers. It really makes you think differently about youth ministry! I would love to have a photography degree too! That is a new desire. I don't know that I will ever get to that goal of obtaining my degrees but its fun to think about it!

My Laptop

2011-06-20T09:36:00.002-04:00

I love my laptop. I think we made a great choice when we bought it. I paid for it using my tax money from 2009. We went online and ordered it, but we were able to piece it together and get what we wanted. I researched everything about it too. My husband likes to play games on the pc, but we really didn't look into gaming computers. We were more interested in having a lap top that had the brain of a desktop. So we paid a little more but I'm glad we did! Shortly after we bought it, we moved from my mom's house where we had been using her desktop and our laptop became our only computer! A few months ago we picked up a net book when they were on sale so we'd have a 2nd computer at the house when needed. It has been great this week, we've been able to skype with each other and my husband can take that computer wherever he needs to have Internet! What kind of laptop do you have?

25 Years...

2011-06-20T09:24:00.002-04:00

We are already planning our 25th wedding anniversary. Starting this year we will need to put money back each year to save for our trip. We are hoping to go to Scotland on our 25th anniversary! We first started dating in 1999 in Scotland. I would love to go back. Of course our kids will be adults by then. Maybe instead of 25th wedding anniversary gifts they will just contribute to our trip or go with us! Yes I said go with us! I wouldn't mind if our adult children went along to see where we first met! I think that would be cool. I am excited just thinking about going! We've said all along that is what we would do for our 25th. What do you have planned for your big 25th?

Around The house…

2011-06-16T23:05:00.001-04:00

I could get use to having a golf cart! I love driving it around to take photos. I’m lazy!

These tiny flowers are so cute!

You know I love the queen ann’s lace!

My view going to maw maw’s. One of my favorite childhood walks! Going through the field to see her~

A bug on my windshield!

Beautiful clouds!

Paw’s old garden- it’s all grown up now, but I will always remember his garden.

The outhouse- need to go?

Maw’s flowers near her house. She always has pretty plants and flowers.

The fridge out in the carport. Stocked up with some of my favs!

Chloe showing me her monkey skills

The bunny rabbits

Little Bit

Patches (she is so friendly!)

New Goats

New Chickens

Eli helping feed up

Loved the sunset tonight…

Going to feed the horses

Me, tired but enjoying my trip to NC.

Me & Maw Maw

2011-06-12T23:30:00.001-04:00

Photos from the day

2011-06-08T23:25:00.001-04:00

Replace or Repair

2011-06-08T01:18:00.002-04:00

I am from a generation of replacers. The generations before me were repaiers. Which are you? For instance when something breaks my first thought is to replace it. What it will cost to replace and where I can get it used or cheap! Now my parents generation does not think that way! They start by thinking- how can I repair this? One of the pieces of furniture in our house that we've had since before we were married is my bed. My mom bought it for me when I moved to Mississippi back in 2000. The headboard and frame set together was $75. Then I can't remember what the mattress cost, but she covered that too. I used alone, then with my husband then with my husband and three dogs! Then we had our first baby and the dogs were out of luck! We upgraded to a queen size bed, courtisty of some friends at our church. And moved the full size bed to the guest bedroom. I have moved that bed each time we've moved. We haved used it at every house we've ever lived in! The last move we made one of the casters
broke and we tried to rig it up with a piece of wood to make it even. Well that worked fine for my 4 year old, but when we had company come I asked my sweet husband to buy a new caster for it! He did and it was an easy fix! The old me or should I say the young me, would have said "ugh let's just buy new rails or a new bed" but we are slowly learning to be more like our parents! Maybe it's not a generational thing as much as it is a maturity life lesson learnng thing! A few months of go my husband made me proud. He was able to fix our washing machine! He noticed that it was not spinning correctly and researched it online and found the part he needed, ordered it and $8.00 later we had a good as new washer! So do you first think of repairing and item or replacing an item?

Taking a quick break

2011-06-06T16:34:00.001-04:00

I have been cleaning and packing all day long! I’m loving how clean things are- but I’ve only cleaned two rooms! I have more to go. Chris cleaned out the van for me so that we will have a place to put our luggage/stroller/snacks for our trip. I had to sort through all the stuff in there. I’m amazed at how much stuff collects in our van. I watched a bit of TV on my break- Tina Fey was on Ellen. I love Tina! I want to read her book! Maybe for my birthday I can get a copy! Chris just took C&J to the Library. I am hoping to finish sorting all the van stuff and try to rest some before they return. I am excited about my mom flying in on Tuesday night! I have a long list of to-do’s before she arrives! Chris was suppose to play softball tonight- be we are having thunderstorms roll in so I’m hoping the games will be cancelled. I know that is bad but I need him home tonight to make sure I have all my lose ends tied up so when mom arrives we can just enjoy our time then hit the road!

Prepared

2011-06-05T00:09:00.001-04:00

If in the event the hummingbird community decides to grace us with their amazing little presence- then we are prepared to feed them! This is the first year we’ve had a hummingbird feeder of our very own! I’m excited. I have it hanging in the front yard- and so I can capture pictures through the glass in the living room. I hope to get an amazing shot of a hummingbird this year! Even though I don’t have the powerful lens to zoom, I can still get a great shot and crop- like I did with the moth last month. If we get to move into our own home I want to plant a hummingbird vine! My parents and grandparents have always had them! I also want a butterfly bush! Its fun to think about all the things you can plant and grown when you own your own place! Hard to invest into things like that when you are just renting! Do you have a hummingbird feeder at your house?

Inhale, now exhale...

2011-06-04T16:08:00.002-04:00

How clean is the air you breath? I'm sure it's not very clean. I know that in Louisiana they are trying to ban smoking from bars and casinos but I doubt it will happen. I do love all the commercials for it though! Remember how in the old TV shows how they made smoking look classy and cool? Funny how times change. Now they can't even show people smoking! I really don't mind if people smoke- here's the thing- you don't hear of many people smoking and driving like you do drinking and driving. If I had to choose an addiction to remove from the airways I think I would have chosen beer! Crazy how their are tons of commercials for beer. Lives are lost to both, but when you smoke you endanger yourself more than those around you. I know there is second hand smoke, I grew up with it! But still if I had to choose I'd still ban drinking before smoking! They now offer smoker life insurance which is wonderful for people like my dad who has smoked since before he's willing to admit! I'm sure it was around the age of 12 if not younger! He is now in his fifties. He's never gone without! Why don't they offer drinkers life insurance? Wouldn't that be something! I am thankful that neither my husband or I drink or smoke. We may be a little on the hearty side- lol but at least its food that calls our name- not the other things!

Random Photos

2011-06-02T19:31:00.001-04:00

My speedlite came in this week, and so I’m having fun learning how to work it! This picture was taken indoors with the speedlite, it’s cool how there is no shadowing on the wall, though in reality there was!

My current reading collection. I’ve read the “Don’t make me count to three” book before but needed a refresher!

A man at our church who is not all there- but God love ‘em he comes to church every time the doors are open. He doesn’t say much- but gestured to me that he wanted me to take his picture- so I did- he posed like this: I loved it! Love how the ray of sun is coming down across his forehead!.

We are having ice cream sundaes on Wednesday’s for the month of June. It was 100 degrees so things were melting fast! But I liked this picture- I’m learning how my many features work on my camera and practicing with the f-stop #’s to see how I can make things look different. For my birthday I want another LENS! I better start putting money away!!!

Keep it straight…

2011-05-31T11:30:00.001-04:00

I don’t like when you get different answers for the same question. I called the doctor this morning to ask about my throat not being healed up. Originally they told me 14 days. So after that, I called to ask about the healing they said well- the scabs can be there until 3 weeks. So I waited and called today, it’s been 4 weeks- they said “Oh well it can take two months, so call back then” I feel the need to throw up because the scabs dangle in my throat and make me gag! My gag reflex was already terrible, now its worse! Hopefully I will have less problems before I take my trip to North Carolina! I have some antibiotics left over from before- when they kept trying new things- I wonder if taking that would help…

poor foot

2011-05-30T23:19:00.001-04:00

I was bit by a yellow fly tonight and my foot is swelling up like a balloon.

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